“Are You Too Deeply Occupied to Say If My Verse Is Alive?” - Emily Dickinson’s 1862 Letter to T.W. Higginson
Some letters arrive softly, almost shyly yet end up shifting the course of literature. Emily Dickinson’s first letter to Thomas Wentworth Higginson is one of them.
In the spring of 1862, Dickinson, then a private and unknown poet from Amherst, mailed four poems and a trembling question to a man she had never met. Higginson, an abolitionist, soldier, and literary critic, had recently published an essay in The Atlantic Monthly titled “Letter to a Young Contributor.” It was meant to encourage aspiring writers.
Dickinson took him at his word.
What she sent him was not only a request for feedback but also the beginning of one of the most extraordinary correspondences in American literary history.
The envelope of Emily Dickinson's Letter to T W Higginson (1862)
(Source:- Digital Common Wealth)
The Letter (April 15, 1862)
Transcription from the original held by the Library of Congress
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"Mr. Higginson,
Are you too deeply occupied to say if my Verse is alive? The Mind is so near itself it cannot see, distinctly and I have none to ask.
Should you think it breathed and had you the leisure to tell me, I should feel quick gratitude.
If I make the mistake that you dared to tell me would give me sincerer honor toward you.
I enclose my name asking you, if you please, Sir to tell me what is true?
That you will not betray me it is needless to ask since Honor is its own pawn
I have no one to ask.
You think my gait “spasmodic” I am in danger Sir. You kindly warned me.
I would not trouble you, but it is my sole earthly pleasure.
Forgive me the Frolic and I will try to do better and pray you to give me a thought.
Your friend, Emily Dickinson."
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Emily Dickinson's handwritten Letter to T W Higginson (1862) - Pt 1
Emily Dickinson's handwritten Letter to T W Higginson (1862) - Pt 2
(Source:- Digital Common Wealth | Boston Public Library)
Why This Letter Still Feels Electric
This letter is the closest thing we have to witnessing Emily Dickinson step out of her solitude and into the world.
It is timid yet daring; the written equivalent of a small candle held up to a storm.
She was not asking for fame, or publication, or approval.
She asked a stranger:
“Is my voice alive?”
The tone is astonishing:
shy but incisive
anxious but piercingly intelligent
vulnerable yet quietly revolutionary
In asking Higginson for truth, she reveals how deeply she cared for her craft and not just for applause, but for clarity.
And ironically, Higginson, unsure what to make of her brilliance, gave cautious advice. He famously admitted years later:
“I never was able to command her.”
He couldn’t. No one could (also, you can’t and shouldn’t “command” people).
A Moment of Courage That Altered Literature
By 1862, Dickinson had already written hundreds of poems. Most she kept sewn into small handmade booklets. She shared them with almost no one.
This letter, this fragile, hesitant moment is the first time she sent her poetry out into the world.
She didn’t choose a publisher.
She didn’t choose a friend.
She chose a critic.
That is confidence disguised as humility.
The correspondence that followed lasted for 24 years, until her death. Higginson became her mentor, her sounding board, and at times the only person outside her family who understood the vastness of her imagination.
Lettre’s Reflection
Emily Dickinson’s first letter to Higginson is a quiet reminder: Some of the most important human connections begin with uncertainty.
A letter lets us reveal parts of ourselves no one sees not even the people closest to us.
It gives space for fear, for honesty, for becoming.
Dickinson didn’t know she would become one of America’s greatest poets.
She didn’t know her letter would echo through literary history.
She simply asked a question she needed to ask.
Sometimes all it takes is one envelope to change the future.
